Test Drive 01

[cognitivus]

ɢᴇᴛ ᴄʟᴜsᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ

A Sense8 AU Sandbox

IN THE BEGINNING

It doesn't happen all at once — the world does not reorient itself and thrust upon you seven other cluster mates. No, it happens in stages. Snatches at a time. Moments, sometimes individually, sometimes in sets of two or three. Maybe you're reading a book, and you notice someone sitting beside you on the couch. Maybe you're surfing, and suddenly there's a second person on the board. Maybe you see them in passing, or maybe you both stand there, face to face, equally confused, wondering how you can both speak the same language when one of you is from Middle Earth and the other is clearly in Tokyo.

There's time to talk. Time to figure it out.

Unless, of course, there isn't. It's entirely possible that your first meeting is not during a calm, cozy, collected moment. Maybe you call on one of your sensates during a time of need. A fight, a chase scene, a moment of public speaking in the spotlight. A time when you're truly out of your depth, and you need someone with a particular, complimentary set of skills that can step in on your behalf.

It's time.

warnings : violence, psychological horror

GETTING STARTED

WELCOME TO THE CLUSTER!


On this TDM, don't worry too much about your official cluster pairing. This is for either workshopping different combinations, or different characters. If, in the end, you find you really like a certain combination, simply be sure to ask to be in the same cluster as the folks you've threaded with! For now, worry instead about playing out first meetings. It could look a little something like this:

Tag in with your character name & canon.

Set a scene by providing a variety of moments other characters can witness and jump into.

If you're going to tag into the same prompt someone else has already tagged into, consider making it a group thread; the premise eof this sandbox revolves highly around multi-person interactions. Don't be shy! These are your cluster mates, after all.

Or, if you're feeling especially daring and dramatic (and let's face it, we all are):

Set up a scene from an impactful moment around your intended canonpoint.

AU it to your heart's content. Maybe things go exactly the same as they did in canon, or maybe with a sensate cluster influencing things, it begins the path that deviates things wildly from the canon we all know and love. It's entirely up to you!

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NETWORK USAGE

Communication via text is still very possible!

Through the magic of the powers of the human mind, that group text across universes still totally exists. Maybe it appears as an actual text chain to you, or maybe it's freshly dried ink on that magical scroll that keeps writing itself the more messages are exchanged.

Whatever the case, your mind retains the communications written down by your cluster, and all correspondences to one another are visible — unless otherwise stated to be private, of course. Create a prompt on your top level with some inbox action, and do a little lowkey texting!

Be sure to specify if a thread is private, otherwise you may have a handful of other folks chiming in with their opinion on your back-and-forth exchange at any time!

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ANYTHING ELSE

Check out the info page for details, or post to the enable me please meme with information about characters you're considering bringing in! If you have any additional questions, feel free to ask me below, or on plurk!

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[cognitivus]

That happened; he nods, a little sideways, a little jerky, but an affirmative. It happened; unquestionably, repressively, life-alteringly. It happened.

"Dead," he says, as if that were ever any question — Clint put a bullet directly through his skull. It would take some kind of insane miracle or someone absolutely superhuman to survive something like that. But more relevantly, "His daughter lived. Thanks to you."

All credit where it's due: it was Clint that saved Abigail Hobbs' life. Will cannot reliably say whether or not he'd have pulled the trigger himself. He'd like to think so, but it would've been seconds later. Long enough to make a difference. Long enough for a deeper cut. He'd have hesitated. Clint didn't.

[brandingproblem]

"I didn't question what was happening." Which is baffling in hindsight. "Something was happening, and I saw the situation, and I acted accordingly. I got the impression you needed help."

Clint shakes his head a little, pushes the cart. "Listen, if we're going to talk, you can come with me, okay? I can look like I belong to you if need be. If you've...got questions, I can try answering. Unless you're as confused as I am."

But Will found him through a door. So. Maybe Will's the one with answers instead.

[cognitivus]

I can look like I belong to you. This is... concerning, but also, just a reaffirmation of the things Will was beginning to suspect, beginning to worry about. There aren't very many conclusions one can reasonably jump to when people wearing collars avert their eyes away from the people who aren't. There's a hierarchical structure at play here that leads him to believe he can guess nearly exactly when the history of their worlds began to deviate...

"Ignoring what that implies about where either of us falls on the social ladder, I'm afraid there might be a flaw in your plan," it's a gentle observation, one delivered as he slowly falls into step with Clint, trailing beside the squeaky cart, studying Clint's expression with carefully cast, surreptitious glances. "That being-"

As if on cue, a dog comes bounding down the aisle. An energetic Australian Shepherd, quickly trailed by a smaller Jack Russel. Will kneels down to greet them with familiarity, absently scratching behind the larger's ears; they tussle about his ankles until he clicks his teeth softly, jerking his head off to the side. They peel themselves out from under him and take off, disappearing into the shelves.

The problem being: he's not actually there — and for a moment, neither is Clint. They, the both of them, sit side by side on his front porch steps, cast in the glow of a warm orange setting sun over a green field that stretches out in every direction.

It feels important to point out, mainly because Will doesn't know what the laws are where Clint comes from. If he's meant to be chaperoned or accompanied, relying on Will to play the part of an owner won't do him any good. He'd hate to get the guy in hot water.

[brandingproblem]

Everything gets a little bit turned on its head. He's aware, really, on some level, that he was there but not there in Minnesota. That he was doing things but when he stepped back out of Will he was no longer there. That when Will's...friend? Appeared to take charge of the situation with large and steady hands, the man had looked at him with dark assessing eyes and then--and then had largely not noticed him further after that.

The dogs come bounding, and then they're gone again, except when they're not gone because he's sitting on the porch at home. No. Not home. Yes home. A home. Not his home. (Not...wherever he's at that he considers home at any given time.)

And maybe it's a good thing he's sitting, at this moment.

"I don't understand." Parts of him understand. He understands, except when he thinks about it, and then doesn't understand. Clint turns his head, and he's in the aisle again, turns his head the other way, and he's sitting with Will. One of the dogs, oh, it's a third one now, comes ambling out onto the porch, and he lifts a hand. This one's calm, leans into his touch with a happy pant and a waggy tail like they've known each other forever.

"I'm not petting a dog in New York. What am I doing, am I just standing around in a trance looking like I'm having a fit, what--" He laughs, something breathy, a huff of sound, barely there. "Are you still there too?"

[cognitivus]

"I can't pretend to know how it works any better than you do," Will starts, hedging, slow and tentative — because he doesn't know. He has no concrete answers, but he has... ideas. Concepts. Things of the abstract tend to come more naturally to him than they do most people, things based in cognition, things rooted in the mind. In thought and in feeling. It's a familiar, oft-tread path. Maybe not this branch of it, though. "But I think... you're not here, just like I'm not there."

He speaks with his hands absently, a thoughtless gesture, gesticulating at nothing in particular.

"To put it another way... when asked to recount the events that unfolded at the Hobbs residence, nobody made mention of a man matching your description. Everything you did was attributed to me. And, I suspect, if I were to do this--"

They're in the store. He reaches out, picks a box of cereal from the shelf, and places it in the cart. It's there. It's visibly, physically there, in the cart.

"--the security camera footage would only show you, reaching out to take the box. Because we're not- separate. We aren't two separate people. I think we were, but... I don't think we are anymore. Not- distinctly. Not in the way we understand the concept of separation. Certainly not to the people around us."

Those doors in his mind... they don't look like intrusions. They don't look like things that were built there by some other hand. They don't look out of place. They look organic; they grew with the landscape. They were always there in another form, waiting to become what they are now.

He thinks. He thinks.
He knows how it sounds, it sounds completely insane. Absolutely unhinged, but also... right.

[brandingproblem]

"It's all happening but it's not happening right now. Except that it's happening."

Clint scrubs at his eyes. Will's eyes? Whose eyes is he watching from behind? It isn't that it feels wrong. Because it doesn't, not really. Strange, weird, a little distressing. But not wrong.

"Okay. I killed someone and saved his daughter. You didn't exactly have it under control. And you came and found me. And I'm...just existing. I'm gonna...finish my errand. Go home, unpack the groceries, and then, I don't know. Something. I'll do something. And we'll just wander in and out of each others lives."

Simple-complicated enough. Sure. That's fine. This is fine.

"How many dogs do you have?"

[cognitivus]

As it so happens, Will's eyes are tired, dry, sore — he's not entirely sure why. Allergies, maybe. Too much time swapping between glasses and no glasses? It doesn't matter, it's not important.

The way he looks at Clint feels an awful lot like commiseration. It's companionable, comfortable, the apologetic little smile he wears. Not that it's his fault, it's just... he understands the fatigue. He really, really understands.

His lips only quirk up a little higher at the question and, after a lengthy beat, he finally answers, "Seven." And then, "For now."

No guarantees it won't become eight one day; not that he's looking, not that he's searching it's just... if he should happen to come across another stray...

"...Would you like to meet them?"

[brandingproblem]

Clint, for all he'd been laser focused and deadly serious in the Hobbs home, for all he'd been sullen and demure in the store, slowly but steadily perks up at the offer. It feels...almost forbidden.

And in a way, it is, isn't it? If he's somewhere else. Somewhere nobody can find him (kind of, sort of, because he's still in New York physically), and Will isn't about to pull the rug out from under him. He knows this. In his core. The same as he knows that Frank will never hit him, will never ever lie to him. Will does not look at him and see collar.

Hell, Will clearly has barely any concept of what a collar is, which is--thrilling, actually. Exciting in a lot of ways, strange and foreign and kind of funny in a way.

"Yeah." He'd love to meet a pack of seven dogs! Please.

[cognitivus]

That smile grows, blooming into something pleased and sincere — and then he turns his attention outward toward the field. One sharp whistle carries through, and on comes the stampede. An absolute herd of dogs all bounding up to him at once, sniffing curiously, darting around him, circling, tails wagging as if they're meeting some new fun stranger even though it's just Will — they know that it isn't. They know there is someone else here, somehow, in that instinctive way only dogs know things.

"Everybody, this is Clint. Clint, this is Max, Buster, Jack, Zoe, Harley, Ellie, and Winston," he says, pointing to each of them in turn. "Don't worry, there's a quiz later."

He's kidding. He doesn't expect anyone that isn't himself to keep track of all the names. It's fine. The dogs don't mind either, they're just ecstatic to meet the guy that smells identical to Will but is not Will.

[brandingproblem]

And what a contrast it must be. From the sure and steady man that raised a gun and smoothly put one bullet right where it needed to be.

And what a contrast this is, from the shaking, gasping man seeing visions of the dead.

Clint might not actually get quizzed on this later, but rest assured, he's memorizing each dog and their name. For later. It's not going to be the most useful information, but he'll remember it anyway. It'll be useful to him. He's ecstatic to be greeted by so many wiggly waggily faces and excited tongues lapping at him. "Hi, guys! Hello!" Is this heaven? Is this a slice of heaven?

Why would he ever want to leave?

Oh. He knows exactly why. But if he can stay here just a little bit longer...

"I've got one at--" He stops just short of saying 'at home'. "You'd like him. Maybe later you can meet him."

[cognitivus]

He doesn't miss it; I've got one at... He'll ask later. Some things can wait. They're only just starting to get used to the concept of the other existing, not everything needs to be pulled out and spilled all over the table right away. They need to be able to breathe. They need to be able to think. They need to be able to just... sit, and pet some dogs. Therapy for the soul.

"I'd like that," he says softly, and means it.

The moment doesn't last; it can't. Back at the grocery store, somebody shoulder-checks Clint on their way past, muttering, "Watch it," like Clint wasn't standing perfectly still and they weren't the ones responsible. It strikes Will then, just how utterly invisible that thing around Clint's throat makes him.

Is it wrong of him to feel a little jealous?
It is, he knows it is. Still, the concept of fading into the background is more appealing than it has any right to be, to a man like Will. He'll keep that thought firmly to himself; common sense is all it takes to know that there are far worse things associated with a collar than invisibility.

[brandingproblem]

Clint gets yanked back to reality--his reality--with a quietly mumbled "Sorry, sir", and decides to take this moment to breathe. And figure this out. He's in the middle of something. Okay. He cannot, in fact, just stop here and decide to stay in a dog-filled world for as long as he wants.

His hands flex on the cart handle. Dares to look, for just a moment, for Will. "I should finish here," he informs softly. Once he's back where they're staying at, once he's back inside and with Frank...hell, once he's packed the groceries up in the van and is behind the wheel, that's when he can be more himself again.

He can't do that here. Can't do that now. And...it's strange. How he doesn't know this guy, but he suddenly can't imagine being without this shadow. Like something's slotted into place that he never knew was missing. So is it weird to feel kind of ashamed, like he doesn't want Will to see him in this technically rightful place? Has he gotten so used to being allowed more freedoms with Frank that sometimes realizing that's special treatment is gutting?

Can't allow himself more dog time until he's done being public-facing, at the very least.

[cognitivus]

It's not an uncommon thing, for Will to understand things he'd rather not understand. For him to see things the way other people see them — he's reluctant to say that he sees them as they are, because such a statement implies a level of objectivity that simply isn't fair or accurate. The way he views Clint is not the same as the way the man who shoulder checked him views Clint, which is not the way Clint views himself, and none of them are wrong just as none of them are right. The truth lies somewhere in a more complicated gray area. The truth is in the eye of the beholder. The truth is... he can't stand around in this grocery store all day.

The truth is, he feels ashamed and self-conscious, and lesser. The truth is, he needs something bolstering, and he's not getting that. Humans call things self-confidence and self-worth like they're entirely internal concepts. Like the world and the people around them don't feed into those things. It's simply not true.

He reaches over and, very gently, wraps a hand around Clint's wrist. Light. Reassuring. Just to gently squeeze something comforting into the skin there — and it's incredible what the human mind can do, the way it can convince itself it feels something. For all Clint's perceived reality knows, he really has just been touched. The right signals in his brain fire, the right nerve endings light up. It feels real.

"For what it's worth... I think you're handling this better than most people could," And then, just as lightly, he lets go and steps back. "I'll be- you know. Around."

That last bit is a little wry — you know where to find me.

And then he's gone from the store, gone from Clint's vision. But never very far away.